What point in your life....

I was watching Mystic Pizza last night and the famous husband that sleeps with the babystiter was asked " when did you meet your wife?"
He said " Oh in college, we were sophmores."

Today, I was sitting on my friends porch after work just shooting shit and enjoying the weather. He brought up that he was graduating in May and that he was worried/dissapointed he wasnt in a serious relationship. Beacuse most of his friends that graduated had a girlfriend at the time that soon turned into a fiance.

Also, I got a phone call today that one of my friends since I was 8 years old is pregnant.

I am not in, nor even close to being in a serious relationship and god knows what I was doing my sophmore year of college, I sure as hell wasnt looking for a life long soulmate, unless you consider Evan Williams a canidate.

Is this a problem? Is this what the cultures before us want us to be acustomed to? Or am I using that as a reason? A reason that im single and blaming bein "independent and happy" on not having a serious boyfriend?

Over half the people my age are engaged, pregnant, married, in a serious relationship or on their way there.
I am in none of these categories.
I have mad love for stoli, a good book and pinot noir but, that wont bring me happiness/companionship when I am 70 years old, or will it?
We say never let another human being define your happiness.
But God put us on this planet to love one another and eventually make babies.
My dad didnt get engaged until he was 30 years old, if I have to wait until then to find a man like my dad then so be it, but what if I do watit that long and my prince charming never comes along or he came along and I let him go being to busy being "independent and stubborn."

ahhh I hate thinking. sooo many questions!!! Always have, Dad said he wondered if I could go a day without asking 100 questions.
Well atleast I have the rest of my life to figure it all out :)

Brutal <3's from "The Romantics"