Monday, January 24, 2011

freak.

11 Craziest Mental disorders
Dr. Strangelove syndrome: hands with a life of its own
Alien hand syndrome (or Dr. Strangelove syndrome) is a neurological disorder in which one of the sufferer's hands seems to take on a life of its own.

Sometimes the sufferer will not be aware of what the hand is doing until it is brought to his or her attention. Alien hands can perform complex acts such as undoing buttons or removing clothing.


Foreign accent syndrome: speaking your language with an accent
The syndrome causes people to speak their native language as if they had a foreign accent; for example, an American native speaker might speak with a French-sounding accent. It usually follows a severe brain injury, such as a stroke.


Capgras' syndrome: believing there's an impostor in the family
The Capgras delusion or Capgras' syndrome is a rare disorder in which a person holds a delusional belief that an acquaintance, usually a close family member or spouse, has been replaced by an identical looking imposter.


Triskaidekaphobia: fear of the number 13.
Adolf Hitler was triskaidekaphobic. A specific fear of Friday the 13th is called paraskavedekatriaphobia or friggatriskaidekaphobia. Tetraphobia is the fear of the number 4 in China, Japan, and Korea.


Bigorexia: working out too much
Bigorexia or Muscle dysmorphia is a disorder in which an individual becomes obsessed that they are not muscular enough. Sometimes referred to as bigorexia or reverse anorexia nervosa, it is a very specific case of body dysmorphic disorder (BDD).

Muscle dysmorphia can cause individuals to:
- Constantly check themselves in a mirror
- Become distressed if a gym session is missed
- Take potentially dangerous drugs (e.g. anabolic steroids)
- Neglecting jobs/relationships/family due to exercising




Bibliomania: collecting too many books
Bibliomania is an obsessive-compulsive disorder involving the collecting of books to the point where social relations or health are damaged. The purchase of multiple copies of the same book and edition and the accumulation of books beyond possible capacity of use or enjoyment are frequent symptoms of bibliomania.


Exploding head syndrome: a loud noise in the head
It causes the sufferer to occasionally experience a tremendously loud noise as if from within his or her own head, usually described as an explosion or a roar. This usually occurs within an hour or two of falling asleep, but is not the result of a dream.


Trichotillomania: urge to pull out scalp hair
Trichotillomania is an impulse control disorder characterised by the repeated urge to pull out scalp hair, eyelashes, beard hair, nose hair, pubic hair, eyebrows or other body hair. It may be distantly related to obsessive-compulsive disorder, with which it shares both similarities and differences.


Androphobia: fear of men
Androphobia is an abnormal and persistent fear of men. Sufferers of this disorder experience anxiety even though they realize they may face no real threat. Androphobia is one of infinite possible phobias, and as such can be traced back to a specific triggering event, usually a traumatic experience at an early age.


Munchausen syndrome: faking illnesses to gain atention
In Munchausen syndrome, the sufferer feigns, exaggerates, or creates symptoms of illnesses in himself or herself in order to gain attention, sympathy, and comfort from medical personnel. The role of "patient" is a familiar and comforting one, and it fills a psychological need in people with Munchausen's.


Celebriphilia: pathological desire to have sex with a Celebrity
celebriphilia is an abnormally intense desire to have a romantic and/or sexual relationship with a celebrity.




scandalous

scensy smells sooo good! bought my first scent yum yum
http://www.bellasugar.com/Katy-Perry-x-OPI-Black-Shatter-Nail-Polish-Review-13186898

Im obbssssedd I normally dont like sparkles but I am in love and must get ASAP!

I am watching the episode of sex and the city, where Carrie is dating this perff politican and he wants to pee on her. It turns him on? I honestly do not know what I would do if my sexual partner asked me if he could do this? Maybe laugh. Maybe run. Maybe never speak to him again.

I wish I could be a sex columnist just like her.
I also wish I dindt take sleeping pills/nyquil everynight to go to bed.




& at the end of the day, we just have shit to say. It all starts with your voice, your ideas, before you ever start to worry about what everyone else thinks.

Friday, January 21, 2011

red wine, natty light & cheap vodka

well red wine, natty light & cheap vodka.. it'll do it to ya thats for damn sure.

and have you sitting on the couch on a friday night listening to Wilco on the record player, eating leftovers & drinking a big glass of pinot noir.
Well thats exactly what I am doing right now.


Because without constant growth & learning – without the screw ups and the successes – you’re just spinning your wheels. You’re back to wearing floaties & accepting wherever the tide takes you.


  • Never (ever) forget your roots. A lot of things have happened and a lot more is going to happen. 2010 was a testament to realizing just how much life can change, for the better. Through all the successes and failures, never forget where you started, before this all began, before you knew what you wanted to do, before you were able to call yourself succesful – and don’t take a single moment for granted. Thank everyone who helps you along the way, extend gratitude to every  person that places their trust in you, and stay humble.
  • Keep learning. You probably think you know it all – you have positioned yourself as an expert – but don’t let it get to your head. You don’t know it all, in fact, you don’t know much about most. Don’t ever stop learning – keep asking questions – keep challenging yourself to try new things and keep taking steps outside of your own comfort zone. It’ll get you far, and it’s the only way you’ll end up like, well, you…5 years from now.
  • Focus: You’re an idea-crazy person. You have a million different things going through your head all the time and it’s hard to decide which ones to pursue, and which ones to put aside. My biggest message to you is to focus – focus on what you want to be doing, focus on what your best at, and don’t spend too much time on the other things that stand in your way of being excellent at your greatest strengths.
  • Travel often. You’ve created a life for yourself that allows you a certain level of freedom. Use it to your advantage.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Choices

"A choice is another benign thing, just sitting there as a single option unless acted upon. Choice doesn't harm natural learning; it doesn't cause my children to have less trust in their own ability to learn. It's just another choice."

Monday, January 17, 2011

Grace Potter

Grace Potter"Apologies"
 OBBBSSESSEDD with her and this song.
One tree hill has and still has the best soundtracks!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YlR1lq4r_s

Yesterday he said my eyes
Were fading fast away
I said well what do you expect
You asked me not to stay and if it had all been for the best
I wouldn't feel this way
And he said

Oh he said it's crazy
How love stays with me
You know it hurts me
Cause I don't wanna fight this war
It's amazing to see me reading through this scene
Of love and fear and apologies

My love is like a blanket
That gets a little bit too warm sometimes
I wanna wrap somebody in it
Who can hold me in his arms
Cause when it got a little too hot in there
He was always stepping out for air and he froze
Oh he froze

He said it's crazy
How love stays with me
You know it hurts me
Cause I don't wanna fight this war
It's amazing to see me reading through this scene
Of love and fear and apologies

Yesterday he looked at me
With a tear in his eye and said
I'll always tell you you're my friend
I hope i don't have to lie
Cause it's clear you love another man
I said you're damn right

And he said
He said it's crazy
How love stays with me
You know it hurts me
Cause I don't wanna fight this war
It's amazing to see me reading through this scene
Of love and fear and apologies
He said it's crazy
How love stays with me
You know it hurts me
That i didn't figure it out before
And now it's too late for a soliloquy
It's way too late for dignity
It's time for apologies

Monday, January 10, 2011

littlemisscantdowrong

When in doubt, make a fool of yourself.  There is a microscopically thin line between being brilliantly creative and acting like the most gigantic idiot on earth.  So what the hell, leap.
  ~Cynthia Heimel, “Lower Manhattan Survival Tactics”


Do not be too timid and squeamish about your actions.  All life is an experiment.  The more experiments you make the better.  What if they are a little course, and you may get your coat soiled or torn?  What if you do fail, and get fairly rolled in the dirt once or twice.  Up again, you shall never be so afraid of a tumble.  ~Ralph Waldo Emerson


Living- 2011

“Life, in the middle of everything you may be trying to accomplish, is about living”.

Living- is simply what I will be focusing on alot more in 2011.

"I’m extremely fortunate to have gone through extreme lows with my head up and some incredible results to show for my hard work – and I don’t at all want to “slow down.” 

2011, I want to cook more,
-drink 37 new types of imported beers,
- break a heart
- reassure my family how much I love and appreciate them in my life
- make 40 new friends,
-explore everything I can,
-volunteer my time to help the needy
- turn my phone off for a whole day
-work my ass off, beacuse sucess is the best revenge
-study a new theory in psych, work out but just to make myself happy cause this is the only body ill ever get I better love it.
- make the best out of my internship
- fall in "lust" in Italy
-plant a garden
- meet a local in Italy, over the age of 60 and hear his life story
- write for the hell of it
- detox twice a year
-plan a wine tasting weekend with my mom
- stop taking nyquill/sleeping pills to fall asleep
-spend an entire day devoted to will & grace re runs

Sunday, January 9, 2011

iloveme

Remember to always be yourself. Unless you suck. —Joss Whedon

Sunday, January 2, 2011

I love Stevie Nicks

You could be my silver spring
Blue-green colors flashing
I would be your only dream
Your shining over ocean crashing

Don't say that she's pretty
And did you say that she loved you
Baby I don't want to know

So I begin not to love you
Turn 'round, see me running
I say I loved you years ago
But tell myself you never loved me no

And don't say that she's pretty
And did you say that she loved you
Baby I don't want to know

Oh no

And can you tell me was it worth it
Baby I don't want to know

Time cast a spell on you
But you won't forget me
I know I could have loved you
But you would not let me

Time cast a spell on you
But you won't forget me
I know I could have loved you
But you would not let me

I follow you down 'till the sound
Of my voice will haunt you
(Give me just a chance)
You'll never get away from the sound
Of the woman who loves you
(Was I just a fool)

I follow you down 'till the sound
Of my voice will haunt you
(Give me just a chance)
You'll never get away from the sound
Of the woman who loves you
(Was I just a fool)

Written by Stevie Nicks